I Have No Energy Left
I am not perfect,
Nor am I responsible for
Your emotional manipulation
But still I'm to blame
Because there's no admitting to yourself that you are hurt
And that there are people out there who truly want to help you, and not cause you pain as others have done
Once, twice, three times, you tried pushing me away
On the second, you admitted that everyone has a breaking point, that you're aware how far you pushed me
How sorry you were
But that didn't stop the third time, did it?
There wasn't a fourth time
Once again, I'm reminded that kindness gets us nowhere, other than feeling drained and undervalued.
And yet, I'm terrified of the moment that my heart turns to stone,
Sealed by the certainty of pain
I have no energy left
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